![[dr. bob]](/dr-bob-sm.gif)
Dr. Bob is Robert Hsiung, MD,
bob@dr-bob.orgShown: posts 1 to 6 of 6. This is the beginning of the thread.
Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on November 23, 2010, at 21:47:22
mental hospital. No people do not talk about this, this is not serious. I'm just so sick and tired of being underdiagnosed and not treated. I will tell you whats going on right now. I'm seeing an addiction specialist, but she will not treat me and she doubts everything I say to her, everything I say she argues and gets mad thinking im paranoid about being dianosed with something to get a certain drug for it. She won't treat me! and the thing that sucks about this is my mother loves her because she hates medication just like my mother does. We have 2 idiots in the picture now, one that argues with me and says you don't have ADD neither depression, you just a patient that worries to much and doesnt need to be treated. I'm so f*ck*ng sick of this doctor, she get's mad at me for no reason and then argues with me about everything I say. This is not a doctor, this is more like a prosectuting attorney against a patient. Now, If i carry a gun into a mental hospital will they commit me?? Listen I know this sounds, look i've had so many times in the past where I've done things for attention and this time its not. Please take me serious. This doctor won't treat me, argues argues argues and is pissed off 24/7. She's not a good doctor. I need to be commited and get off this sh*t she has me on.
What do I do to be commited? I mean do I just walk in and say i've been thinking about death and this gun ... has been on my mind. Which actually death doesnt really sound that bad, i've wanted death to come after I was pulled off my amphetamines but this idiot doctor won't even treat me because of substance abuse, and she's says its too risky to try other meds, I know!! its riduclous but she will argue exactly like a prosecuting defense attorney against me in her sessions. My mother loves and doesnt plan on changing, and if I do get a new doctor on my own she will interfere and cause more destruction in me trying to get help. The ONLY way OUT of this is to be commited. I hate life, and I want to be dead but I'm only living by faith of Jesus Christ to stay alive.
Tell me what I should tell them because if they don't commit me and my mother get's the bill she will get mad at me.
I mean could I just tell them I've been thinking about death, and this is my solution??? a gun?? will that qualify me to be locked up?
Here are my medications:
Buspar 15mg X 3 daily
Prozac 20mg X 3 daily
Zyprexa 10mg nightly
Intuniv 4mg morning
Posted by linkadge on November 24, 2010, at 14:25:39
In reply to Will I be commited if bring a gun to a, posted by rjlockhart04-08 on November 23, 2010, at 21:47:22
What is it, exactly that you want?
In some ways (not to offend) but if you're mad enough to bring a gun into mental hospital to show them you're serious that you want a stimulant, then......
It looks like you are being treated, just not with stimulants.
Linkadge
Posted by obsidian on November 24, 2010, at 19:37:13
In reply to Re: Will I be commited if bring a gun to a, posted by linkadge on November 24, 2010, at 14:25:39
> What is it, exactly that you want?
>
> In some ways (not to offend) but if you're mad enough to bring a gun into mental hospital to show them you're serious that you want a stimulant, then......
>
> It looks like you are being treated, just not with stimulants.
>
>
> Linkadgethat was pretty well stated
as for the whole gun thing...you might just end up in prison instead
Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on November 24, 2010, at 22:23:04
In reply to Re: Will I be commited if bring a gun to a, posted by obsidian on November 24, 2010, at 19:37:13
No no no, I know I can't take stimulants because It's very prone for me to abuse them. Look what ever I wrote, this is what I mean. I need to get reevaulated for my addiction to STIMULANTS and my other issues that I have. I am NOT going to a mental hospital to demand stimualnts ok?
That's the same situation as if you went into a pharmacy and demanded Oxycodone which you would get caught right there on the spot by police
GOD I can't believe people start thinking these bad thoughts about me. What I MENT was that threating to commit suicide at the hospital, which woulndt be such a bad idea but I don't want to die because there is risk that I may to hell and burn with the devil and all of his force. I firmly believe there is a goodside and darkside. I will tell you that I prayed to the devil to get me drugs, and truthfully I think prayer is a bunch of traditional sh*t that everyone does and says "im praying for you" F*CK!! they give no danm concern about you, what they think about you in there head and say "im praying for this person"?? I can't stand prayer because its so full of sh*t. It does nothing, I've prayed to God and the Devil, one I prayed to God to make my life better, and 2nd I prayed to the devil for drugs to help me feel better. Did any of the prayer's come true...no.
Look i've read all over what I wrote. I know I can't be treated with stimulants, now if ever the oppurtunity to be prescibed one once again, I would do but I'm very sure I would take every single one of them and abuse them and end up in bad health.
What I'm saying is I can't be treated with this doctor because she says I can't treat you because you have complication that I don't know how to treat. I need to get another doctor, a more friendlier doctor, no .. not a drug friendly doctor that prescibes narcotics like candy. I have addiction with stimulants, and it really hurts to know I can NEVER take them again. Kinda of like Lucifer...he still wants to be in heaven, but he can't because of the choice he made against God in his rebellion. He has live with his misery. Same here,
The last thing I want to touch on is ... the reason I wanted to carry a gun is to show them at the hosital how much thinking i've been doing about shooting myself, suicidal thoughts. To show them the evidence of the thoughts. I know I won't do it because im too scared I'll go to hell after I die. Ugh, im so discusted with myself but i've always been unsatisfied with who I am. That's why I keep wanting a substance that will cure me. Exept stimualnts unfortuatly.
But thank you both for posting. I'm really going through a suffering period of time. I just am not on the correct meds, not stimulants, but the antidepressant. I mean Prozac works ok, one thing I have noticed is it lost its ability to make me in a better mood [poop out] but it doesnt let me get so far into the pits, I think of nothing but darkness. No I never get that depressed on Prozac, which is good! The Buspar just does not do anything, and i need to go on a new med. I'm usally ask a doctor about certain kinds of meds and they usally don't want to use them. Like Parnate...i asked my doctor if parnate would be good option and she just smiled and "no". So clearly this is why I want to strip myself down off the meds im on and get on a new cocktail.
Posted by Zyprexa on November 25, 2010, at 11:45:39
In reply to Re: Will I be commited if bring a gun to a, posted by rjlockhart04-08 on November 24, 2010, at 22:23:04
Is it possible that no meds will work, because your in withdraw from the stimulants? Maybe once you get over the withdraw the meds will slowly start to work.
If you bring a gun to the hospital they will probably call the cops! If you realy are suicidal and want to go to the hospital, all you have to do is tell them, like you did on here.
Posted by hyperfocus on November 25, 2010, at 23:05:57
In reply to Will I be commited if bring a gun to a, posted by rjlockhart04-08 on November 23, 2010, at 21:47:22
rj I think you need to get out of the control of your mother. Most if not all of your posts I've read feature her as a common ever-present negative factor. Even if you have to live at the YMCA, you can't be miserable all the time because of her. If your mother isn't helping you then why stay? Can't you live on your own? Everybody has to leave the nest at some point.
The truth is that there are a lot of doctors who just don't care about their patients. Compassion is an extremely rare quality. Many doctors, from my experience, don't seem to have it. They see you like a question on an exam: as long as they give the answer from a textbook. they're absolved of all further responsibility for you. Even if they're absolutely wrong and their patient is miserable and getting sicker, they don't care. If you try to tell them how you feel they get angry and arrogant and act like you're the problem.
You need compassion and understanding to treat addiction and people suffering from addiction and and it sounds like this doctor has none. I know this will be really hard but you have to find a doctor with compassion - somebody who cares about YOU more than they care about themselves. Psychiatry is a dynamic field that requires a lot of drive and energy and motivation to keep studying, keep researching, keep analyzing, keep changing hypotheses and deductions and conclusions. And most of all it requires a lot of compassion. And the truth is, most pdocs aren't up to the task. But even if you find a GP that has these qualities then it's a start. If you find your doctor is arguing with you more than listening to you, you have to move on. It's that simple.
This is the end of the thread.
Psycho-Babble Medication | Extras | FAQ
Dr. Bob is Robert Hsiung, MD,
bob@dr-bob.org
Script revised: February 4, 2008
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/cgi-bin/pb/mget.pl
Copyright 2006-17 Robert Hsiung.
Owned and operated by Dr. Bob LLC and not the University of Chicago.